Five Years of Expression



Five years back, out of curiosity, this journey began and now almost an indispensable part of my life.

Hope to share more with you.
Thanks for being a part of Smile and Tears. . .😄 

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What’s in the name?

This is what my name can tell about my personality.
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Best abilities are open mindedness, charm and a free spirit. Areas that still need some work are instability or recklessness. Adaptable to all new environments, always on the lookout for adventure and change. Movement and freedom bring pure joy to your life. Just as daily routines and monotony bring you down. The life path number five has a boundless and inexhaustible source of energy that is sometimes difficult to channel . Hyperactivity can be a blessing and a curse depending of your path. But thanks to your incredible talent for interactions and ability to express yourself in public you excel in many areas .Coupled with an irresistible charm your alertness will lead you to be the center of attention,which is something you greatly enjoy…

I think they are 80% true 🙂

The Warning is on the Door

Nobody got less visitors or knocks in their room because of them, still putting and reading them is fun!


Inspired by dekh behen series.


By Dolphin in an artistic way!


Did you get it?



On the door of a bathroom, second floor.


An ignored truth.


This one on my door.


I came back yesterday night and thenceforth I don’t know how many times I have closed my eyes and wondered if it is a dream. If this is not a dream then my hostel-life must have been a dream, I muse. But both both of the them are reality. Yesterday-night I told mother,”Mummy mujhe vishwaas nhi ho rha ki mai aap dono k saath hu! Kitne din ho gye the aap dono ko dekhe huae.” nh

Guys you have no idea how I have spent all these 5 months, convincing myself few months more,few days more and I will be back home. And you could have imagined my excitement just before I met mom and dad. I was finding it so hard to concentrate in the last class that was zoology. We were being taught about Hydra and its locomotion and I assure you my mind did more somersaults in those 1.5hour long lecture than any hydra can do in its lifetime.

And finally the time arrived. As soon as I saw dad, I hugged him tightly.Mom kissed both my cheeks and I was on seventh heaven. It is almost 24 hours now. I have spent all time talking to my parents about my life in hostel and teaching Aaket. Its fun. But yeah, suddenly I am realizing its all momentary. After 5 days I will have to return back inside what I call ‘My One-room Palace’.  Little-girl-running-to-dad-e1358892443528

Anyways, I like my hostel life too. Its fun. You learn to love study because this is what you have to do all the time. My roomie is amazing as well, almost like my elder sister. All the girls live like a family there. Life in hostel is never bad, just you are surrounded by lots of rules and regulations. Something I forgot to tell you: Yaar the cooks in my hostel cook good food, in fact there are some dishes which they make better than you would get in any hotel. Institute and the teachers are even more amazing.

And finally about the BIG DECISION. I am really happy with the decision I did make. I am in love with medical line and biology. There are so many classes when the teachers are teaching and I am musing Wow, wow, wow. How interesting! Lastly when your passion is your aim and you are ready to put all your efforts in achieving your goal, nothing is impossible. Afterall, A dream doesn’t become reality through magic. It takes sweat, determination and hardwork.”

Before I disappear

These are my last hours in Birganj and I feel fidgety. As I’m sitting in my room, I realize I will not be here for next six months. Strange feeling it is! 
Yes, a new world of bounded freedom bewaits me in New Delhi. For the first time in my life, I’ll be living in a  hostel. I don’t know who my roomie is, but yeah, I have seen my future ‘One-Room-Palace’.

Now I will be incharge of me and my future. You know what, I am a little unnerved too. I mean yaar I don’t wanna cry, like my friends are doing, but there is no way I can help it too.

Finally the moment has come when I have to discontinue my normal blogging too, since my hostel doesn’t allow me to keep a WAP/GPRS//EDGE/3G enabled phone. But don’t get surprised when you see a new post any Sunday afternoon. (Nobody can stop me from blogging!)

This is the real test of my life, and with my hardwork and determination I am sure to get through it. Time to say bubye guys. 🙂

Befriending Young Minds

This April, I witnessed new stretches of friendship. The friendship which commences the moment you see each-other and smile. It has neither conceit, nor prejudices. It gets angry the moment you deny their order, but normalizes as soon as you give a dairy milk. Okay, catching your ears and telling sorry also helps, but nothing is as treasured as chocolate.

Welcome to the world of innocence and whiteness. Thank you kiddos for letting me enter your world and making my life rejoiceful. Love you all.