Yet another day passed and I am there,the same, with the same confusion in my mind. I know if I don’t act quickly, the notion that I’m expressing today ,It’ll remain the same but for god’s sake tell me what should I do ?
Those papers where I have tried to express myself have almost made a pile on the table. I don’t know how many times I’ve just leaned on bed and thinking about you has made my eyes wet ! I just can’t explain …..
Again I was there,on my bed, busy playing with my thoughts, remorsing for what I had done in past and lamenting for you.People ask me why most of the time , I remain trapped inside my room. It’s because whenever I am there,in my utopial world,I feel everything is in perfect agreement but as soon as I step out, I become a victim of reality .
In due course of time,your memories have became my closest friend, making me feel the proximity of our relationship over and again. Every night I look at the stars and ask myself ,”who is more far from me ?” Is it you or the stars ? Of course it is you because you can never come back. You have died , at least for me !!