So Long . . . .

ताजा खबर ! ताजा खबर ! ताजा खबर ! Now I am in 9th. {is that really a breaking news ?}. 9th the Hellish heaven ! It feels you have came to any campus. No any teacher will tell you anything. ALL you have to do is COPY NOTES and do what ever you like. Teachers are teaching , others are laughing. OMM , so boring. And there are your friends who just want to play and one time if you ignore their request तो कभी किसी क मुह फुल जाएगा तो कोइ आँसु काअम्बार लगा देगा . Great. वैसे आज नेपाल बन्द था इसिलिए स्कुल भी बन्द था . I was missing them a lot. Actually I have got addicted of them naa. i WISH नेपाल का बन्द जल्दी बन्द हो जाए . SAB K LIYE WAHI ACHHA HAI .

infront of my eyes : the 4 years of getting a friend

I tried but I couldn’t. It is now like a present ‘Universal truth’ for me that it is beyond my capacity. It is not mandatory that this work would always be tagged for me as ‘I can’t’ as it can easily be changed into ‘I can’ but for this either I have to put on my spects or modern eye treatment ‘ZINDABAAD’ !.

Well , its not something so serious as my description would have potraied. I was to see something (actually a mosquito ) which was sitting about 4-5 meters away from me , on the top of roof but I couldn’t. I put on my spects and confirmed that blood sucking dracula was sitting out there or my spect-less were right. ‘No , that mosquito is still sitting there’,I got reply from my brain . I tried even by trying ‘zoom-in’ my eyes but that feature is for camera. Lol. I tried by stretching my eyes with the help of my fingers but all that was unsuccessful. And, I realised my limitations, limitation of my eye , my reality which was hidden due to those minus powerd spects.

And , this Jan 29, the day after Sarswati puja , when I was busy solving maths problems, my eyes celebrated the 4th anniversary of getting a friend to which this world calls ‘spectacles’. Before blogging , I took out the keys of my personal diary and turned its pages filled with happy and sad incidents to know when actually I got these spects. After turning some pages , I found it was Jan 29 2008 and after analysing those 2 ,0,0 and 8 , the only thing that came from my mouth was ,’OMM, 4 years completed !’. Really it doesn’t seem that such a long period has finished , that too infront of my eyes (those spect also reside infront of my eyes. What a co-incidence !) . It seems just a couple of days ago I was @ Kedia Eye Hospital , sitting infront of that eye-checking machine but 4 years/1461 days/35064 hours/2103840 minutes , whatever you say have already finished.

As per my memory , I was the 2nd spectacled or so called ‘chasmis’ of my class. For a couple of days i was called by this name by my pals but soon it stopped as just after 4 days , there was srisha to accompany me as the 3rd ‘chasmis’ of my class. And the another thing in which she accopanied me was in terms of our power , minus-three. Don’t be shocked but it was her reality , my reality or better to say that our reality. The reality that I almost forgot after wearing those spects and realised just now in the upgiven incidence.

Lets forget those incident and switch back to present world. And, you would be shocked to know that now 2/3 rd of my class population is ‘chasmis’. Hmm. . I am not alone na ? Now there are many spectacled around me and maybe the one who is reading this at this very moment is also a chasmis. Lol.

DLE , finally over

Some days are exciting, unusual and full of thrill. If I categorize these days in this category , probably I wouldn’t be wrong. At every second there was something going in my mind . But they just came and went. The best thing that DLE gave me was – a period to know myself , the true Aastha that had hidden somewhere . I identified which element of life matters me the most and what actually don’t.

The exam was full of postpones which was irritating. Everytime I used to prepare by reading till late night but most of the morning came with message of exam postponed and all the labour went into vain (?). Was that actually vain ? No, it was a plus point which helped me prepare even better.

I asked to some of my friends about their first DLE experience and the reaction were as follow – Reema : exciting yet dangerous.
Prachi: maza aaya
Srisha : abhi tak dar lag raha hai.
Anjali : bahut study karna tha
and boys ko dekh kar lag raha tha jaise unlog ko tension hi nahi hai.

Leave that all. The main point is I along with thousands of eighters gave DLE, something which comes once in life. Our school is CBSE affilated still DLE , thats something strange. And , yes Bye-bye Nepali. At last 2 suggestion . Nepal should apply grading system like CBSE (gives less pressure) and those JANAK SIKSHA SAMAGRI books need one more revision.

THERE ARE MORE DLE IN LIFE OF MAN. JUST WAITING FOR THEM. But for now i should become book – blinded and look forward to sleep. Didn’t slept well from many days yaar !

Boring days

 

Yaar, why these all Saturdays are so boring. Even you have all that free time  for which you pray all these weeks and finally when this be-expected weekend comes you have just  ‘Haaaaa’ coming out from your mouth.

Well , all Saturdays are not boring but some especially this Saturday is so boring. I have a bundle of works to do  but I don’t wanna do. Even today my all-day Favorite song “Bailmos”  can’t re-energize me .What to do ? Every school-day morning is wake up forcefully hoping Saturday is coming. I will definitely take dose of late woke-up on that day. But almost on every saturday morning I wake up before 7. No more drowsiness , then how can i sleep.

Any-ways , there is still a way to  get re-energized – Visit other blog in which people have wrote something about their most boring day . Yeah , you will see that there are people who were more bored than you on any day .

 

so, YOU CAN READ ALL THOSE RELATED ‘BORING ‘ ARTICLES. And  thank you  very much for reading my boring article.  Write it on your heart that every day is the best day in the year.  Hope you are not bored, “Haaaaaa”.

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New Year : What does it mean to me

Now finally when everyone is shouting “Happy New Year”

Every where -Happy new year

,  I am  silently  sitting   here on-line to find if there is some-one who is like me ?  Every time people shout about ‘Equality’ ..Now where has this equality gone ? If you cannot see all the days equally , then how can you shout for equal rights  ?

त्यो रात

त्यो रात

आकाशमुनि बसिरहेको म

ती ताराहरूमा

तिमीलाई खोजी रहें

तिमीलाई त पाइन

चन्द्रमा मिल्यो

पोखे गुनासो उसंग

उसले सुनेन

आफ्नै धुनमा थियो ऊ

“तिमी कहाँ छौ ?”

भन्दा-भन्दै

रात बिताएँ

वरिपरि रहेका घरहरुको

संख्या गन्न भ्याएँ

हेर आजलाई

तिमी छौ

यतै छौ

म नजिकै छौ

तर त्यो चन्द्रमा

ऊ किन लुक्यो

त्यस्तै रात

आज पनि छ

त्यहि ताराहरु

आज पनि चियाईरहेका छन्

तर चन्द्रमा कहाँ गयो ?

शायद चन्द्रमा

लाजले मरयो

किनकि आज मसंग

तिमी छौ

आज छौ

मात्र म र तिमी

मात्र हामी >>>>

मात्र हामी

Unknown Situations . .

Zara was not in  a state to agree with what her brain was trying to signal her.The only thing that was rotating in her mind was the moment when she introduced these ‘non-sense’.But no one had ever expected that a word that brought a smile on her and her friend’s face can once be a reason of  the tears which she could see falling from her eyes drop by drop.She didn’t wanted to stop them [tears} because the ever smiling zara was trying to find herself in these tears…..

Taking autograph from Ramesh Kharel

ramesh kharel

NEWS

Speaking truly when i saw the name of Ramesh Kharel as the chief Guest of our ‘Annual Sports Meet 2011′  i couldn’t believe if really he was going to give ‘Guest – Appearance ‘ in our Sports Day but it was possible as he was the SP of Parsa and our school was located in Bara , so he could give some of his time to my school.

MORNING 

On 7th  December at 7:00 when i was packing up my bag for sports meet  i thought to take my autograph diary saying to myself ‘even if kharel will not sign then also atleast i can entertain my companions by showing all other things wrote in my this diary’.

               Kharel  Arrival

Nobody had any idea when Mr. Kharel will  arrive. There wwere some jokes going-on about Kharel arrrival such as whenever you see row of boleros ,understand kharel has arrived….But i was waiting impatiently. Finally he arrived but Vice Principal was not leaving him alone……He enlightened on the picture of Late Shri Shankar Lal Kedia  and gave his speech but onething that i noticed was instead of saying my school’s name D.A.V. R.B. Kedia school, he was just saying Kedia H.S. School. We performed ‘March-Pass’ to welcome him…

  GETTING AUTOGRAPH

After the March-Pass ,l i and many of my friends had to perform ‘Drill’ and we needed to get a change. We steadily walked onto the first floor and got changed.The time i was changing i heard the speech of Mr. Kharel thanking to all the members for organizing this program.Quickly my brain understood that he was going to leave. I need to change fast otherwise i would miss the autograph. I quickly ran downstairs . But V.P. and Chairman were surrounding him. At a moment i thought ‘AASTHA, tero sapna khalaas’ but god had already planned something for me. Though many of my friends were interested in getting autograph but all went away. I along with one of my companion waited and waited and waited. But all the events were gonna start so we were ordered by one teacher to go our own respective seats. But we wanted to get the autograph and at that we got the chance. He wrote ‘God bless you’ ..and gave  his signature . Tears fell from my eyes and there was big smile on my face . Someone has truly said  ”Smile and tears don’t come at once. but when they come they provide the best moments ” so was the moment for me.

21st Century

21st Century  , its a word thats very common in our life. Phrases like  ”Dude , its 21st century ‘  and lots more have became a part of our daily life. More than just a century  our use of the word ’21st Century’ has made it tag  many more meanings to it and maybe this is the face why we have numerous expectations with this century .

Take a glance at the lines said by Bill Gates, CEO of Microsoft Corporation “Like the PC , the Internet is a tidal wave . It will wash over the computer industry and many others , drowning those  who do not learn to swim in its waves” It seems so true to us but in views of old people who are on the verge of death it is incomplete . All because for them not only Internet and PC but all our new technology , gadgets or better to say that this 21st century is an enigma.

We developed each of our instruments , technology and techniques for what ? The main reason was to reduce time consumption but see today’s world, No one is free. Everyone is busy . Why has this happened ? The answer can be our civilization doesn’t know what to do with our knowledge . Science has given us powers fit for the gods , yet we use them like small children. Machines were made to be man’s servant  but man has become so dependent on them that nearly they have became our masters.  They must be fed with coal and petrol  to drink and oil to wash with and must be kept at a suitable temperature. And if they don’t get their meals at  proper time  they refuse to work. LOL.

In this 21st Century it is important to keep a level head at all times. Especially when we achieve a big success or receive a bad failure. We have to be constant all the times.Even if we are mentally disturbed we have to pretend as if we are fit and fine………..Isn’t it an irony with oneself ?

 

revealing moment . .

Today on 27/11/2011 at 9:28 a.m. when i asked Nepali teacher about ” माओवादी जनयुद्ध “    and sir started  explaining how Maoists proposed their proposals to  ‘शेर बहादुर देउआ’ but he didn’t gave any attention and this ” जनयुद्ध “  or the ‘ आन्दोलन ‘  started and what what activities happened , how maoists threatened the people who were misusing their powers and lots more.. . . . .  .

This was the moment when slowly and slowly some of my unanswered questions and queries were being answered . I begun to realize why i was sent to read in India away from my parents and why there had been a bomb blast in the  प्रहरी चौकी near my house  and lots more ………….

This was really a revealing moment for me  . This type of moments when a lot of questions suddenly become answered result in different mental reactions.

I just can’t believe this much things happened when i was small. Just remember those 15000 people who lost their lives .

I can still remember those childish moments . The    प्रहरी चौकी could be seen from my balcony . Our child team had superstition that  if   प्रहरी would shoot us . So, whenever i used to see them i used to hide beside walls watching them roaming here to there and there to here.

And one-day a  big bang was heard at Night and in the morning i could see the blasted building but thank god that all the   प्रहरी  were safe as they had already left that place one or two days ago.

Remains of bombed building